So while I wait to find out if we are approved for our homestudy, I can't help but think the child that may be waiting for us is doing just that....waiting for us and growing and we are missing time with her. She will turn two next month and I just don't want to miss another birthday of hers. Yet at the same time, she is not ours. All I can do right now is pray that she is being taken care of and she is getting the care she needs to take care of her medical issues.

Today my oldest is not feeling well. We stayed home all day. My second son went to dance, but other than that we are hanging low. I cleaned the house a little since my mom is coming down soon. Can't wait to see her.